Are you taking the antidepressants that were prescribed to you? It sounds like you would definately benefit from counseling to help you sort out the priorities in your life. It sounds like following thru with the divorce would clear up some of the issues you are having with your girlfriend. What is the hold up? Counseling will help you discover why you are unable to let go of her. It will also help with the communication issues you are having with your girlfriend.

Good luck.