Cancer strikes my family once again, I found out that my ungle has bladder cancer and is in ICU in a hopstial in Buffalo, I not even one year from my mother who died last year due to cancer. How much more can a family take on cancer? My sister isn't doing well with IBS eather ,She as a nother test coming up and things don't look good for her on having sugary, Mentaly and phycaly she can't handle the colstomy if they do it,I don't understand why this is happing to me ,Things just keep on coming and don't stop, I don't think I can handle anything thing more, I thought my mother was enough to handle. Where is life going for my family? For us we new to get off this ride sometime,But it seems to never end..All the memories of my mothe are coming back to to this,The pain is unreal,I think it is a dream if it is then someone wake me up,I don't want this dream anymore,Things don't seem to get any better they just keep getting worse,What is next in my life? For years nothing gets better in my life.