Thank you Gulas, that's sounds like the right thing to do. But again it is something very difficult for me to do. As I have mentioned I have become very dependent on her.
She have tried to leave me many times because of the religion issue and the fact that I am still married (even though the divorce was in process) but maybe she was "forced" to stay,by looking at my condition. I feel bad for her to put her in this situation.
The points you mentioned about the backlash of my conversion are also true. that is what make this even more difficult for me. Thanks again for your response and support.