Mostly feeling bad here. I wish I could be alone. It is so hard to be around people when I feel like this. It is even harder to do that when Christmas is just around the corner and people are bugging me to do things I do not care about. I try to do the things I usually enjoy to enjoy to pass the time (reading, listening to music, etc.), but all I can really focus on is listening to music. It helps, but I cannot get through entire days doing just that and sleeping.