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Originally Posted by kaliope
If you want to boost your self esteem, the best way to go is to let go of all these issues surrounding mom. It happened. Its in the past. theres nothing you can do to change it. Walk away. Look at who you are, your positive qualities and build from there.
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Well Hello Kaliope,

(this one waves).
Thanks for that thought. er, wish it was that easy but
the things that really mean something to me, i have only three person who
is praising or celebrating those with me >> me, myself and I.

Well, perhaps that is all I need, just sit her and put a stupid look on
my face and do a twisted, limp wristed clap like a mentally challenged
fool clapping that I ate all my beans and cleaned my plate. I had
just hoped for more solid truth of 'my SELF' than this scene in the
rear view mirror that looks like a wreckage.
Others have suffered more. It is just this power of everything that
creates a logical structure building and holding in place a ugly past.
hmmmm, that might serve as a partial solution to my problem though.
I sure could use some more ideas. thanks
Kaliope
thanks for the recommend,
Sandworm