....

why expend such energy destroying my world...?

a veteran addict can adjust and stabilise even the most tumultuous times...

as I am currently doing..

there is a reason for pushing the body and mind to what is considered....beyond regularity..

a harm inside must be identified and can only be achieved through abuse!

don't tell me to 'get help'!...

thankyou....but thats very conditional and unfortunate,

I chose this pain.....and not for pleasure....

to embrace life I must get close to death

thanks Perna....

everyone should get 'help'

no-one has a clue

we are just guests on this Earth