....making the decision?

the addict barely recognises consequenses.....but instant feelings apart from the ones available...

to force a new world on me....!

I sit back and even though I am unwell....I remember just how unwell I was.....

tracking down all chemicals I could find and pass into my bloodstream..

an utter riot of a human...

wasting time....but I was down....hurt...

I did anything to get high

pulled myself down into little pieces and stirred them up in a black bowl.....

my heart is skipping a bit

but it's ok