...I have looked people in the eye like a true friend..

I have loved people in the heart of my true self.....

I have tried to kill myself to prove I meant it!

meanwhile I have drifted like I am now.....in vacancy

the horrors of this way or that.....thin and fat
scit or scat

....high and down low...hard and down slow..

what the **** has bipolar...borderline depression...

why did it chose me

back to bipolar

I function like an angel with steel caps...

then I fall apart..

I have no recollection of why I functioned after I dis-function.

amusing