...If I ever wear out my welcome here, I think (or maybe it is just my insecurities again by being very sensitive and reading into things that arn't there, I dunno) that i have done so on another mental health message board with my more than average thread asking for help from others about my mental issues. People are starting to avoid me. Of course it is all my fault for being me
See my mother and father use to tell me that people hate to be around people who are any bit negative so I am very subconsious of that issue. I try to keep things positive but the longer I leave hurt and/or anxieties inside of me that hurts even greater. I guess it is cause my parents really didn't like when I complained about anything that affected me mentally. I am not one who looks for pitty, just support and kind advice.
Also, I have been told before that I am too serious and I was like What!.... if I was too serious I would not like stuffed animals and laughing.
Also I was told that men like girls who have "witty/flirty" come backs. I tried doing that and that caused my social phobia to increase, I feel like a hopeless cause when it comes to the type of man I want.
Anyway, sorry for the ramble, please just let me know if I wear out my welcome here, you can PM me and let me know if you want, I promise that I will leave, I don't want anyone annoyed with me on this board too cause I love it here.
I love this board and everyone here is so kind and very helpful. Thank you