I have my meds right beside my coffee pot. Is this a real forgetting or a not bothering to remember or put in effort? Guilty.

I didn't mean to worry you Morethingswrong. I'm feeling a little better. Seriously my biggest worry at the moment is that all the sunny weather is melting the little snow we have gotten this year. When I put it in perspective .

My bf has been working non stop for weeks and he has been down, definitely rubbing off on me, and my sisters are busy, everyone is working. Leaving me with all too much time on my hands and alone all too much. My bf and I had a good talk last night about where we need to draw the line about worrying about each other. We both tend to over do it on this. That helped a bit.

So this week I'm just going to focus on doing some baking with the kids, organizing my Christmas dinner, cleaning my house since my family is having Christmas here. And maybe an outing with the kids to the ski hill. I could definatly use a little fun.

I want my kids to have the fondest memories of childhood and sometimes I feel I fail on this. Not being able to get it together at the right times or for long enough to make a difference. Being a single parent is tiring at the best of times. I hope that they are not too disappointed.