YOU SUCK!!!! Please GO AWAY. I've been nice enough to share my life with you for the last two years. The least you can do is take a backseat and let me live my life just a little. But NO of course not. Instead you choose to get 100x harder to deal with. I hate you. I hate your flashbacks. I hate your nightmares. I hate the way you make me avoid things I used to enjoy. I hate that you make me dissociate. I hate that you make me feel hopeless. I hate that your the reason I take meds. I hate how hard you make my life. I hate how you affected my school work. I hate that you made me drop out of college. I hate that I left the Army for you. I hate that you affect my performance at work. I hate everything about you. I hate how you affect ALL my decisions. Some day I'll work up the courage to make you leave for good. Some day.

/end rant