Hi Realtears
I know how hard it is to raise kids when you are depressed. I had three. And the men I chose, it was like I was a magnet for controlling abusive types. I finally just gave up on relationships and focused on the kids. It was amazing how much simpler life became not having to worry about having a man to cater to. I got to discover who I was, go back to school and get a degree to make life better for me and my children. It was the best choice I ever made.

Welcome to PC. You will find a lot of support here. Make sure to check out the chat rooms.

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