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hi, been in therapy for 1 yr my t is very good empathic but lately i feel myself getting attached to her or the attention and caring i get from her i have never experienced this before in childhood or adult life and i keep getting upset at myself for needing her and i get angry, kind of like i will say to myself ( so she thinks i need her well i dont she will see when i guit therapy) i grew up in an alcoholic enviornment my dad was violent my mom had to take tranquilizers to deal with him and i had to take care of my siblings also this is my first time in therapy or talking about it period i dont even tell my husband about most issues. i have been diagnosed with major depression suicidal ideations generalized anxiety borderline personality i mean it was no surprise to me
i feel the need to push her away and shut down in therapy or just say i am all better i dont need you anymore,
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