roadrunner - I love that. It's hard to be in denial with that visual!

athena - I do wonder about his diagnosis sometimes. He has some of the neediness when he's in a crisis, but his ability to disconnect and detach in the face of my need, is baffling to say the least. I used to think I understood him, but now I honestly don't know what goes on in that head of his. He can be cruel in a way that I can't even imagine. He was supposed to call me today and... nothing. We still haven't talked about the miscarriage. Crazy. I know men deal with things like this differently, but it really seems like he doesn't care at all. I can't wrap my brain around that.