My company sponsored insurance won't cover me because I have a pre-existing mental conditon. I've tried going it on my own to find out everyone will not cover me because I am bi-polar and have a track record of being suicidal etc etc etc. I have tried all the big companies and have been denied over and over again. Is there hope for people like us? Do I have to just go without insurance, and if I could get insurance, how affordable would it be?

I'm 28, smoke and have a whole littany of mental illnesses.

any insight is appreciated.