Hi sweepy, I can relate to these feelings.

I can remember early on in my sessions, T said to me to keep going even if "he turned all bad in my mind" - so maybe the feelings you are having are a normal part of the therapy process and yes maybe it is transference.

I would say if you have had good sessions with your T and there is a part of you that trusts her, just have faith that it is working and resist those bits of you that are telling you to quit. Maybe you are feeling like you are because she is reaching those hurt bits of you and maybe you are feeling a need to protect yourself as you did when you were a child.

Remember she is not there to hurt you, she is there to work through the hurt with you and in order to do this sometimes we have to feel that pain again.

Stick with it, it sounds like maybe you are about to do some great work with your T.

Take care - Soup