I have serious abandonment issues and I wish I knew how to believe certain people were not going to leave me!
It seems like when they say they care it gets all twisted in my head. Like when my T tells me she isn't going to leave me but doesn't return calls. Or when my wife says she will always be there for me.
Somehow, I get these crazy thoughts all warped and it is like I have such feelings of being alone and hurt and scared.
I wish I could be as tough on the inside as I appear on the outside.
Just feeling all alone tonight!