you wrote such a GREAT incredibly wonderful post was it yesterday or the day before? I was speechless. it showed so much growth and grace and maturity. it was really awesome. YOU are really awesome, beauflow. I wish your life wasn't so hard. I lived in a hotel for 3 months one winter in mid-Michigan, and every time I read a post from you, I picture coming "home" from work and picking up my mail at the front desk from you! It was a weird time, we were working 12 hour shifts, that's why they put us up in hotels. Being single, I had no one to go home to on the weekends, no life outside of work, so I just put my stuff in storage and moved into the hotel. We had so much of our own drama at work, we had no idea this all was going on with the hotel people. It gets better?