I've just come back into this thread after a break from it, not sure I'm up to keeping it going just yet.
Thank you HelloItsMe, I understand what you're saying, perhaps that was my Bro's way of saying goodbye, but I don't believe so.
My brother walks beside me pretty much all day long, day in and day out, he gives me privacy when I need it and he goes off and does his thing without me around, not so sure where he goes though, I've asked him, he told me that I will visit there soon enough!?!
Part of my concern regarding my brother being with me is that I can not only see him, I can smell him, touch him and hear him, for my sensory inputs sake, my brother is alive, but he can't be, no one else sees him. Well, Sahfyre sees him sometimes, he makes her laugh, and I mean real belly laughs, but he makes her cry sometimes too. My cat Cleopatra sees him too, she used to be afraid of him, but she's got used to him now I think.
My mental health support team say I see him because I'm ill, so why do Sahfyre and Cleo see my brother?