Thanks, everyone.

I'm seeing a new therapist, just had our second mtg. I'm trying to tug my mask off & get him in to the ground-level me so we can cut to the chase & work on stuff. I haven't done more than sketch in this problem. He's aware of it & willing to deal, but I think it's something I need to get pdoc to attend to. I feel like I'm on his back burner & right now I wanna be front and center.

I don't do holidays. I don't celebrate Christmas or New Years. Most of my friends have accepted that & I'm left to do my shelter & nursing homes visits & other things that mean something to me. But a few friends persist, so that takes energy & my activities take lots of energy. Now all I have energy for on my two weeks holiday is to rest. THAT'S WHAT I DIDN'T WANT TO HAPPEN.

Sorry. Shouldn't yell at you.

Roadrunner