I got out of the hospital last monday(suicidle thoughts)and since I came home I have been allmost completly alone and its driving me crazy. No I don't need a babysitter but I do wish that someone would say that they care enough to come see me my hubby comes home every night and sits and talks to me about whatever but about nothing. Its just me the dogs and the computer all day every day. My memory is not so good so I keep forgeting things like taking my meds wich is what lead to my hospital stay.I don't want to go back there. But why should I care about everyone else and there problems and they don't care about mine. Sorry for the rant not even sure there is a question in there as I forget things as soon as I type them. Just needed to get it out of my brain,but its still not gone!!!!