Tomorrow is therapy and I really don't want to do any work. I've been working on really crappy, yucky, disgusting CSA stuff and I just don't feel like going there again right before the holidays. I feel awful about myself and also for subjecting my T to such disgustingness. [I know that's probably not a word.]

I want to just give him the present I picked out for him and sit and chat. I want to know how he met his wife, what kind of dog he has, etc.

Also, I've nervous about giving him the present. I thought a lot about it and it is something that really makes me think of my relationship with him. [It's a little sculpture of a boy giving a girl a leg up onto a horse.] What if he hates it or rejects it?

Anyway, ever feel like you're entitled to a week off? Where you don't really WORK on anything?