The harder it is to go back. With the holidays and my schedule it ended up being 6 weeks between appts. for me. I still have 2 weeks to go until T. Everyday I think about canceling, when I think about my appt I am filled with fear and dread. I saw Pdoc about 4 weeks ago and T walked through the waiting room, never acknowledged me or made eye contact. I know this is the way this works, but it still really hurt. I feel like I have lost all security and trust. Just one of the horrible things about being in T.

Maggy Jo