Yes looking back its all been building for a couple years or more, you just don't realize it until it all hits you. I just took a Xanax and that's pushing it for me. It makes me just not as tense I guess. I just wanna feel like myself again. I also wonder what it'd be like if I just took my other meds but I'm to scared to give it a whirl. I'm sure we'll both get through whatever it is we're going through some time. I'm aware there's no quick fix. It took us awhile to get to this point so it'll take awhile to get better.