Damien, you're getting to matter to us here at PC. We don't know much about you or have any real understanding of the deep pain & anguish you suffer, but we are here to listen, to just be here with you.

You think you're done & that every tomorrow is just going to be repeats of today. Apparently the universe or god or the great unknown has plans or opportunities for you, and someday something is going to be different.

I wish I had a pill I could give you to make it all okay now, but I don't. I can only tell you that I'm probably about half a century older than you and--can you believe it?--when I was your age I felt remarkably the same. But here I am, still living.

The more things change, the more they remain the same.

I hope you can find even little reasons to stick around & accept the challenge to find your reason for being. And if you do, I wish you as remarkable a life as I've had--full of amazing experiences all over this world of ours, & with the best assortment of people anyone could imagine. Why, some of them I'm just now getting to know--right here at PsychCentral. Truly wonderful people.

Some of them are the people beginning to get to know you.

Roadrunner