...we are all humans with peculiar suffering..

special pain...

the pain only I know about...it could be all sorts?

gay ex girlfriend
loving my parents
trying to please everyone
dis-orders I can't even keep up with
am I neat
can I eat
can I live
and give
dis-appear and hear?

why I want to

how has my body followed my moods?

as I said earlier...this bender of mine...
(which is quite tame compared to my past indulgence)

it is at the final stage...!

I imagined I would decease.

ADDICTION has a purpose for us all....

there are millions as I write this....getting 'out' of it...

I lack some skills...

but I sure have gained some if I can kick this thing...

as uncomfortable as it is.

A 'life' is a treasure

I have buried mine for too long