I'm reading The Depression Atlas, and the author has major depression. It began after his grandmother (or mother?) died, but pops up intermittently since then. I don't know. A lot of the stuff he (the author) is writing about I cannot relate to.
He wrote that he was afraid of a lambchop, and that a hospital visit set off his depresion again.
:/ i dunno.
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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