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I couldn't take a bath for a long time because of CSA and a bathtub.. actually for a long time in the beginning of my ED I would purge in the bathtub. Looking back, I think it was me trying to rid myself of feeling so dirty.

Showers were always okay, but baths were not.

Work slowly, and remember it isn't happening now. Your T should know that you can't just jump right in.