I'm so sorry you are feeling the way you do Guy.

Like the other posters, I can relate to co-workers being mean.

Several years ago when we first moved into this state, I found a largelocal 2 year college offered a course in getting a job. It was free. But it was a networking sort of thing as well as how to write a resume, questions to be ready to answer, role playing, question for you to ask, etc.

Maybe there is a job hunting couse where you are. So many people are feeling the way you do and the economy sucks. Please don't give up, you haven't failed at everything. You have made contributions to socity and worked in the past. It is the pits to feel so much right now. Keep going to your therapist, get yourself healthy again. You are worth it.