Yuppers! I believe I have mentioned before..."change", just the mention of the word! is for me blasphemous........Fear of change is my "Waterloo" as it were.
Object of the game is to overcome fear; I enable a myriad of aspects of myself to do this: and Dance through the fire of "change", fear, self doubt, anxiety...not easy...
Because, I know, if I do not challenge me, and do it...I will become stagnant and more empty than I often feel now.....I will become numb...my existence meaningless..........deeeep depression sets in for me...complete apathy partners it.
Today, at this great age;I choose to climb every mountain in my life, and claim all the benefits associated with the victory of conquering my fears.........I am a better person for it. And---hey! Life is short...it's later than most think.....I suppose age gives more perspective to this phenomena...jus a guess....LOL I wanna Live before I experience physical death!!! (Bout time!)
"Nothing worthwhile is ever easy"---------hey?
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