Rule #1, don't read too much into emails, into what's there or not there. We're not children playing "does he like me?". So - what "truth"? Are you having a "real" relationship, is that the question? We kick that one around a lot on here! Can she be your friend AND your T? And do her job? My T says he can't, and since he's already my T, ixnay on being my oyfriendbay.

Why do we all want to become part of our T's families? Why not our dermatologists? Or our podiatrists? Or somewhere in between...

p.s. good! hold onto that anger and hostility and bring it into your next session! even if you have to read it from this thread to remember it or access it or even be able to talk about it.