Don't give up, Butterflies. I often feel the same way about my writing. Would it help just to draw for "fun" -- to think of it as letting the inner kid play -- and not put any pressure on yourself to achieve a certain level of artistic excellence? After all, we love all the expression of children -- would it be possible to love yourself just for the expression, not the result?

This helps me, and I'm not an artist at all, but sometimes I just love getting the colors out of my soul.