Im so so sooo stressed out at the moment! I dunno what this guy wants from me! He says he loves me but wouldnt marry me because his parents dont let him to! :@ he says he misses me but NEVER texts me when he's at office! And when i text him later he responds only briefly ,but adds a short 'love u' in random texts. If i dont text him when he's at office...he complains about it even though he was Not going to reply anyway!! :@
im losing my head!!! And m soooo worried about my mental health,my career and my life!!! Initially i was happy to have him because it made me somehow to get over Eric after 2 years!! But now it seems like im chasing after him for NOTHING!! And i act like same silly, idiot and psycho girl i had been in my past friendships/relationships! BUt i dont know how to play cool when i sense that im already losing it! :'(

my God!