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Originally Posted by Brokenjewellery
Feeling so low everyday.. I feel so alone. I have a million thoughts racing through my head constantly and they are all really muddled and confused. 2 months since 9 year relationship ended. I can't begin to describe how I'm really feeling.. The only way I found I could cope was by busying myself and ignoring all my emotions.. Just pretended I felt empty.. When ppl ask how I'm feeling I say I'm fine.. Really I feel like if I try to say how I feel il completely fall apart. So so much pain. I want someone to talk to I want someone to hold me and let me cry.. Really cry. But hold me so I don't fall apart.. I don't know how to cope anymore. Iv reached my limit of sadness. I want to run away from my life  |
i hold my emotions in all pented up my t is trying for me to let go of these emotions i just grew up where i was told not to express emotions i grew up adult child of alcoholic now i am dealing with borderline personality major depression gen anxiety its a mess i feel like a lab rat with the meds, and yes sometimes i want to run from myself i understand u and sorry u are feeling this way
