Ok, I just wrote this long story and it didbt post, so this time ill sum it up...

I am a young mom of a2 year old, I stay at home and take care of my family all day everyday. We dont have a car, nor money to get me out... But, I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder and severe anxiety over a year ago. I go to counceling, and am on meds but when I go, im never manic so that doesnt help.

Basically, im lost. Nobody will help anymore because my raging episodes have pushd everyone away... Im desperate to overcome this disorder and have a better life. Im a bad person, and a worse mom... Please help me!