I'm sorry you're in this very tough predicament Net506. I understand the majority of Muslim families would be against your choice - it might even be dangerous for some. I don't agree with the opinion you have a orchoice, any more than I do to be heterosexual. Its very sad you have to make a choice between family or your sexual orientation.

There's a Prince in Pakistan and he bravely came out and was even alienated by his mother but she didn't kick him out. He was at one end of the huge house and she at the other. I hope you'll find peace where you can be happy and live your own life.