Yeah I can't just see it all being anxiety related. It's so terrible whatever is going on. I'm not hearing voices or having delusions. I have delusion like thinking with my ocd but I can distinguish that they aren't true or real for the most part. I've had some odd thoughts lately that I either question or I just freak myself out because I have them. I just don't wanna lose my life. I don't wanna lose my friends, my goals, or my girlfriend. I just want me back.