To me it sounds like depression, frustration, anger, rage, an obsession,.... etc. Many times years ago I just wanted to take my car and drive it into something like a tree, another car etc...What was it ? probably for me the feelings I described except the obsession one
Please talk to someone about this. If you are still in school,and not on Holiday break, go see the counselor. Its improtant to share these feeling you are having. No, its not normal.......
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