faking it . faking to be happy . i do it. for me it is part of denile which i'm being told now feel my emotions. Own them. then let them pass. tis hard to do. i know i've lied to t on everything is ok. think she figured a few of those out. ppl in general yeah. i was brought up in a family to which you didn't share your issues or let alone to admit them. great advice yeah. i know it didn't work for my parents and it doesn't work for me Or my siblings. fake it to make it till you break basically for me