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Dec 21, 2011, 10:01 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2011
Posts: 4
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Originally Posted by Ipod1
Someone please help me or tell me you've been here and came through this. I literally feel nothing like my old self. Don't think the same, have the same emotions, don't feel the same, have crazy thoughts, random thoughts. I really think I've lost myself for good. I do have a psychiatrist and a t that I talk to. But I don't think they get it when I tell them all of this. They say it's anxiety OCD and depression but I've had all that since I was 16, now I'm 22 and I'm in the age range for schizophrenia and I was so scared of that for the past two months and now I feel like I'm there. Idk why but im just not normal anymore. I just want my life back. It's got to the point where I don't care what I have. I just want it to happen, get better or get worse so it can be treated as soon as possible. I'm so tired of all of this I can't deal with it much anymore. I feel like I'm just hanging on by a thread and I'm just gonna snap. I hope someone has felt this before. Help!
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Hi ,
I feel your pain , it was almost as if i wrote it myself, only i dont have a Dr. right now and honestly am scared to think i have to wait til Feb. to see a therapist and March to talk to a psyciatrist ( sp? srry) I know its an awful feeling and scarier to feel like your alone, but ..your not...there are a lot people out there that are feeling like you do. I know it may not help cuz its only you going through the feelings, emotions at the time, at least thats how i feel. I am truely sorry for how u feel , i do undertstand...After finding this site i discovered i not only have depression, anxiety but " borderline personality disorder" and adult A.D.D - I hate to label and self- diagnosis but...It is what it is... I am glad howevr that i found this site so i can at least have others to talk to about how i am feeling, etc.....i hope you get some relief to know u r not the only one.......i hope tomorrow brings u a better day..................
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