I told her today that I hate coming to therapy. I really do hate it. It is not fun at all and I wish that I were not having to go through this. She said that not many clients come in and say, "
Woohoo! I am glad to be here today!" She reminded me that therapy is not easy and that's why there are so few that really stick with it.
I told her that she was irritating me, getting on my nerves, and was aggravating me. I said I was tired of her staring at me and that I don't like her! She just sat there and didn't say anything. I said,
"See how ugly I am? I bet you don't have any clients come in here and act ugly like this, do you?"
She said that she understands that she is not the one I am irritated with. She is not the one I am mad at. To that I questioned,
"Then who am I mad at!" Her response was,
"That is something you will have to figure out. It seems that you still have some anger that we need to work through."
AArrghh!!!!!!!!!!! Ggggrrr.............