Funnily enough, the idea of me doing that, scares me, a lot. The sound of my voice calling for help feels wrong. Like I'll get in trouble if I tell, you know? It's like if I say I need help, people will ask why and if I tell, I'll get in trouble, too much trouble to even elaborate on that here. So maybe the problem is not that someone won't hear me, but that it won't come out as a yell, but a whisper. I don't know, now I am just scared feeling, so I will stop. But thank you for your always wise input.