thanks guys! love the input.

i was born at 4 lbs 3 oz..12" long..a ruler..or a foot long hot dog...& have fought my way since then for 53 years...my parents wanted me dead for so many insane reasons & fought. developed DID, ptsd & a bunch of other initials...but managed to survive & thrive.

i'm tough,,but i struggle...& this would be a good reminder that when times are bad they are only temporary.

thanks. now if i can just find someone to hold my hand i'll be good.

(& yeah the phoenix can wait...)