Hi. I'm not a single mom but just trying to imagine being in your position is hard! I have a lot of respect for you. You said that you don't have a lot of support from your boyfriend? Would he be willing to go to a therapy session with you so that you could explain to him how you feel in a safe enviorment? I agree with everyone saying that you need to find something to do for yourself that makes you happy. I am sure you are not a bad person. I know for me, sometimes it's my bipolar that tells me I am. Hang in there ok? Welcome to PC