I am sooo bad a dealing with my emotions. The most recent therapist said i should journal. I have been sometimes But i find myself censoring a journal that only i read. Is that weird? How many people really censor something no one else is ever even going to care to read? and will never find. I find myself omitting things that happened. Maybe they are just to painful to deal with and I don't feel like working thru them yet. But i don't know if i can ever admit to somethings that happen.