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I've been in many accidents now. The last one was a major accident and it was no fun. I've been in serious accidents before and because of the last one, I have anxiety attacks any time I'm in a car now. Accidents are not something you want.
Think about it deeper. Why do you want to be in an accident? Do you want others to feel bad for you? Do you want the pain? Do you want a story to tell or do you want it to be the end for you?
Either way this is unhealthy thinking and it would be best to bring this up with a therapist. These could be the beginning signs that you may become suicidal and we do NOT want that! Please care for yourself and resist the urge, it may seem tempting at the moment but I can vouch for the fact that it's one of the most horrifying things you can be a part of or witness in life.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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