ive been resisting strong thoughts lately to stop eating. or cut down to nearly nothing. im trying to ignore it. but i think in the end. i will end up doing it. ive done it in the past. i dont do it alot. it just seems to work. but i know its not good. thats why im trying not to. but i think i will again. i know i will. how can you stop yourself from this. last time i ate nothing but water, diet pop, and rice cakes. will probably do that again. its easy. and looks to others like im eating. the odd thing about this. is that although i want to loose some weight. i dont want anyone to notice it. ever. and i dont want my t to say anything. maybe if im careful. she wont notice. i hate it when someone does.