Thanks, everybody. I'm trying to remember that today. He stayed up with the baby last night while I tried to get some sleep, the baby was fighting sleep and crying for a couple of hours and it seems now he's mad at me for not staying up. He's also made it clear he's having a bad day. I think ten minutes ago was the first time I heard him talk to the kids in a way that didn't involve yelling or acting like they are a thorn in his side. He's barely spoken to me except to complain about the kids and hasn't even kissed me today, which always means he is royally pissed at me. I told him the kids and I don't mean to ruin his day. He said it wasn't the kids and me. I told him I would stay up with the baby tonight. He snapped at me with, "All I need is for you to end up in the hospital" and then wouldn't speak to me again. Translation: my bipolar has ruined his day. Days like today it's hard to believe he doesn't regret staying with me and that he's not here because of the kids. Oh well. This too shall pass.