Ok, so originally was afraid to write this... But, I think I'm gay. I think I love my boyfriend, I mean we get along sometimes, I get excited to see him. Sex is ok... But I'm constantly thinking about women looking at them... Even during sex, I think about what I could be doing to some random girl. I dont want to tell anyone, I feel embarrassed, ashamed, etc. being bi never bugged me because at least my outside relationship was with a man, and the world saw that. Plus, how do u find another gay person... Ugh, why can't I be straight and normal????