The Biggest thing I was worried about was trying these meds and if in the event I got a little worse..... That was my biggest thing- But it will be ok- I have been trying to remember what T has been telling me about stepping back MORE and taking that REST More to let things pass- it is hard for me but I will try harder as I always do

IDK Also for some reason i simi- felt - that I should tell someone--- but then it really does not matter and as one person already put--- they really don't care.

I think my supervisor as outside would care a little- but I will just keep this to myself for the time being

there is one problem- i work with my boyfriend---- I am not sure if he has told our supervisor due to they talk alot and she will ask how I am doing through him some times-- But he is a smart man so it is ok- this is just probably a fear of mine of a slip of the tongue

Thank you all

I just also needed to add- that it is madding that people don't understand this--- I understand that I don't understand everything with my DX's but then again I do realize that people can cope with it---- I was brought up in a family with problems- I saw good and bad coping methods- I myself did good and bad coping methods (and still do even though in therapy right now)..... My thing is--- there are ways

And it really rather upsets me due to we are humans-- we all have faults- even the "normal" human have some issues-- to an extent----

I am sorry to read so many posts of being fired but "not for the MH" but for other issues that they picked out

I wish we were able to live in a world of honesty.

I do appreciate the stories as well that have a good side, where understanding is met. It is just sad that is not all around fully

Be well all- and yes I have headed your stories.

*****Ya know I was thinking more on this and a memory popped up which may be why I am asking all this

My brother and I use to work together at one time-- and he told the supervisor and the contractors upper management in a meeting that was held (i was there so that is how I know)-- they ended up moving him to a different dept. due to our supervisor and him really did not get along- and the upper management knew he was a good worker- she (supervisor) triggered him badly- she does me but at the same time we find common ground and understanding is the difference- I tend to note what she also has in common with me complaints and bring those things up and try best to keep my personal things to myself until I am about to explode and she'll come in early to have just a chit chat with me on things-- not like your doing bad, but what is going on- or I have stayed to tell her what is going on- it is usually other workers or how work is panning out- I always make sure it is valid for work though when talking-- it takes weeks if not months if i do stay sifting out what is my trigger and what is valid work items.

Getting a little better with that with T as well--- T just reminds me what I already know-- not all are like me and people take advantage of what they can if they don't have to work or find a way to not work-- which I differ from, which then just ticks me off--- any who sorry-- but that just popped up in my head of that meeting-- i think that may be why I thought maybe

But I am going to choose just not to- Only like 3 co-workers (besides my boyfriend of course) I have talked to on this- 1 has a nephew with some issues, and 2 are like me and I just know they are similar-- we all talk and joke about stuff at times